June 5th,
2009
| almost |
07:44 am |
the first week living alone, almost done. I don't like it at all.
I hope friends will stop by. I need the company.
this summer I feel will be not a good summer at all.
I wish things will be just there.
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May 5th,
2009
| nooooooooo |
01:11 pm |
not another birthday.
what do these things end??
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April 30th,
2009
| Hello? |
11:46 am |
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Anyone still around here?
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September 8th,
2008
| Home & Malaysia |
05:14 pm |
I can't wait to go home. Eat food I miss and seeing Jason and the girls. I sleep in my own bed .. sigh .. yeah. Eat good salad dressing! yum! I miss grilled cheese sandwhiches too.
I leave for Malaysia on the 27th of September. I'll be there till like mid April.
So I can enjoy spring and my birthday at home!
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September 5th,
2008
| Flickr |
03:40 pm |
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September 1st,
2008
| Paris |
02:01 pm |
I fell in love with Versailles, I want to return so I can finish seeing the gardens.
The city is grand, I felt like I was in a movie. The food was pricey but the people are cool cats.
On my way back from Versailles, my friend and I were sitting on the train facing each other by the window, I moved two seats over to my left to be out of the sun. (Very hot in Paris that weekend) I look beyond the seats in front of me (about 1 meter away) I see this man who I noticed before but this time, he was grinning and I could barely see his eyes because of the brim of his hat. Turned out he was playing with his dick, and it was full out of his pants, including his balls. He was rubbing the tip, I was grossed out and moved back to myself seat, he zipped up and left quickly. I remember noticed him before playing with some "material" above his pants, so he was masturbating for a while in front of me. Ok, that was the most perverted thing ever happened to me. Not even NYC that's been done to me which I have spent much more time in.
More on Paris soon, when I can include photo links!
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August 29th,
2008
August 28th,
2008
| home |
08:11 am |
I wish I was home. In my own bed, petting my kitties and hugging jason. Been in europe for two months, working .. weekends trips but I am tired. I want to sleep in my own bed. I am hoping the rumors are true and I could be home in 4 weeks.
The Hurricane Cafe
Originally uploaded by rakastajatar.
Let's back track a little, I finally started looking at my photos from my last trip to Seattle, WA
Taken in the Hurricane Cafe on 7th Ave.
Sony Alpha 100
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August 27th,
2008
| love |
11:31 am |
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i miss feeling loved, haven't felt it in a long time.
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August 26th,
2008
| Berlin |
11:11 am |
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I wish I could live there.
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August 21st,
2008
| yeah |
09:38 am |
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i think i died last week .. well died inside.
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August 19th,
2008
August 18th,
2008
| Munich |
09:24 am |
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spent a very lonely weekend
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August 15th,
2008
| broken thoughts |
10:32 am |
last nite/this morning .. i have to face a new life i am not ready to endure. who is ready for a life of loneliness? i can not accept the truth. or i cant allow myself too. i do not know.
i am lucky to have a job where they pay me to travel around the world, but honestly how great is that when you cant share that with anyone? i am the lonely traveller.
i'll great to see paris for the first time and versailles .. but i wont have anyone to share it with.
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August 11th,
2008
August 8th,
2008
| Germany |
02:07 pm |
I have no idea if anyone still comes here or even reads my journal here.
its been over a year since i last posted.
but a huge update, I am working in Germany! Then off to Malaysia
:)
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May 21st,
2007
| moving |
11:33 am |
So the mister man and I are moving into a twobedroom with den. We already have the keys and the best part it's just on the top floor of the same building we are now. So the moving will be easy. It's much bigger then our current apartment. We took Artemis up there, to let her wonder around and sniff out the place. She wanted back down tho. She's a little confused on what's going on, but the next time she goes up there is when it's a final move for her. At first I tried letting her go up the stairs of the building but she started meowing in a tune where she thought I was kicking her out. Since I did shout the door. She rent for the door and starting straching it and crying to go in. Poor party-mar, just doesn't understand. She'll love the new place soon enough. All that room to run around.
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May 14th,
2007
| weekends |
02:29 pm |
these weekends go by to fast.
i don't know what is wrong with me tho.
i sleep for like 12 hours a night on the weekends
it's like i have to force myself up even at that.
dunno know, i feel like i could sleep all the time.
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May 11th,
2007
| friday |
09:47 am |
I broke my toe. It hurts.
Which will just make this weekend a little more uncomfortable. The tulip fest is this weekend ... moving more stuff into storage, so I can put together the futon.
Haven't been feeling great at all. I don't know what's going on with Jason. We haven't had a fight free talk in a while.
and other stuff hasn't happened in weeks! urgh!
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May 9th,
2007
| ah! |
02:55 pm |
i haven't written in here for so long!
anyone still there?
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